I would never allow myself to think as irrationally as I do in dreams. My mind is the one thing I can ever be in complete control of…except I can’t. Obviously there is this whole realm of mind existence that I can’t even consciously tap into, let alone control. That fact scares me almost as much as the dreams themselves do.
I can’t afford to think like my dream mind does. Megan reminds me too much of Kaira. Next year is a ridiculously scary concept without it coming up in dreams. She would never, ever say that. I would never think that.
I cannot even begin to think what to do with this.
