January 2012
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Questionnaire for class. I amuse myself.
What things do you want me to know about you so I can help you be successful in class? I’m not a freshman, which I don’t say because age or maturity is any kind of issue, but because I had class last semester with most of the people in this class now and I just generally don’t fit with their mentality. I’ve done the freshman thing already, the stress and the identity crisis and I’m not interested...
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I'm not here for your amusement.
Him: Can you speak Greek?
Me: Yes.
Him: Say something!
Me: No.
aaaaaaaaaaand I've tuned out.
Why do I try to be around people? Not that I don’t like them, but this is complete torture and I kind of want to run away and cry.
I do like these people and I like spending time with them. So why can’t I just sit and talk with them without feeling completely overwhelmed? I’d liken it to feeling like I’m drowning, but in all the conversation going on around me instead of...
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This is. The best. Semester. Ever.
I cannot even….ah!
The super messy in a gross way girl who lived with us left semester moved out and I’m moving into her old room and this apartment isn’t tense as all get-out anymore
I have awesome classes and an awesome schedule (percussion methods, broadside publishing, and diction II in addition to my normal courseload of ED, music theory, ear training, piano, CWRR, choir,...
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Currently blogging to you from
a dog party
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“I don’t work out on Sunday…that’s the day of the Lord! Jesus...”
– Emma
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Break plans
sophiamaria:
Go see Moneyball with Dad
Move in with Patra!
Drive Leah to school in the mornings
Decorate the Christmas tree
Christmas brunch here!
Find a Christmas present for Mom
Achievements in Aviation
Benefit show
Puzzle time with Christina and Michelle
Tea with the Wild Ladies of Afternoon Tea
Downtown. At least once.
Basic Skills test!!!!
Work after the new year is rung in.
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WHY? — Fatalist Palmistry
I sleep on my back...
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on leaving
I never look back I can’t I don’t know how and besides, I don’t want to
But I always always watch them leave.
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“What is that? I hope it’s nautical!”
– Jess Black
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The only problem with gummy vitamins is
now I just want to eat this whole bottle of my D-3 supplement…
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I hate the word 'smart'
Please, however you know me and whatever you think of me, never use that word to describe me…or anyone for that matter. It just builds so many barriers. It excludes. It ostricizes.
I’ve been called lots of things, and lots of derogatory things among them. None hurt so much as being called ‘smart.’
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My dreams are scaring me
I would never allow myself to think as irrationally as I do in dreams. My mind is the one thing I can ever be in complete control of…except I can’t. Obviously there is this whole realm of mind existence that I can’t even consciously tap into, let alone control. That fact scares me almost as much as the dreams themselves do.
I can’t afford to think like my dream mind does....
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I decided a few weeks ago that I wanted to attend the MFA Summer Symposium at some point during my college years. I joined their website for the sake of applying to the Symposium, and that automatically subscribed me to their email newsletter. I realized this three days ago when I got the January newsletter.
I scanned through it out of curiosity, and the last item was something about a...
brain-food:
I like having someone in the same room as me while i’m working on a project. Especially someone who understands that what i need at the moment while working is not conversation but rather company. So we both can sit in our respectable corners getting done what needs to be done without feeling completely alone.
The epitome of relevant.
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“That cat looks like it’s half fox, half rabbit”
– Sophia Maria (via jessohsaurus)
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My life right now. Explained.
sophiamaria101:
Why am I doing this? Why now? How am I approaching this mentally?
First of all, I was inspired by Nikki’s list two years ago. I didn’t know if I could take on this kind of challenge at that point, though. I was a completely different person then; in fact, looking back on that part of my life feels like seeing someone else’s memories. Anyway, roundabout the turn of the last new...
101 things in 1001 days →
Still a work in progress (meaning I’m still writing my philosophy on this), but it’s a real tumblr now, yay!! Come join me in the land of accomplishing goals and loving life!
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I hate every single tumblr theme.
Every. Single. One.
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Recap of my living arrangements over the past 2.5...
Roommate was a ridiculously racist, lying bitch with narcissistic tendencies. On the business floor, to make matters worse.
In a suite with 2 Korean girls where every Korean in I-House was constantly hanging out, eating, brushing their teeth, whatever. Heard more Korean than English on a daily basis. I was actually completely fine with all of this arrangement.
Being doubly secluded for a...
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101 things in 1001 days
Find a geocache
Save up and buy my DSLR
Learn to develop film
learn about etching
take a photography class
get straight As for a semester
go to an informal concert
get my quill and ink tattoo
smoke pot
give a recital
run consistently during good weather
learn to cook a new entree
participate in concert band
cover a song I love with piano or guitar
send a postcard
stargaze somewhere...
First world problems; space age solutions
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“THIS IS SPACE AGE SHIT RIGHT HERE.”
– Jess Black
“I just watched a movie of a mouse going crazy in a maze and it was called...”
– Tessa
Happy and unafraid.
It’s not often that I don’t feel steered by fear.
Taking risks gets me everywhere.
The snow didn’t hurt either.
Lies I tell myself:
I know what I’m doing.
I am not afraid.
They’re only lies until they’re true, though.
Finallyyyyyyyyyy
Also, there are some damn good games of WWF going on in my life right now. Seriously. I have smart friends.
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All I want to do today
is sit in the Cultural Center. Just read all day. Get up and wander through those beautiful empty rooms when I need to stop reading for a bit. Take pictures. Then read some more. I could spend days there, and it’s exactly where I want to be right now.
For now I’ll just pretend that the bed in my room is an armchair in that area by the café, and when I need to get up and wander...
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Situations in which mind reading powers are...
All of them. All the situations.
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“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are...”
– Marianne Williamson